My long lost love....

My Love,

I am in Utah today watching a beautiful snow storm out of my window and I cant help but to think of you and how badly I wish I had you right now. I know that it has been over 3 years since we have been together, but I wanted to let you know that I have not given up on you. I hope that you can understand that after I got married I just didn't have as much time to spend with you, but I remember how much fun I had with you the last couple of times. I feel like I was getting so much better with you and I couldn't wait to see you again. Then I got pregnant, and although I was so excited about that, I knew that I was going to miss you. I wanted to be with you so bad, but my Dr. Advised me that it would be harmful for the baby. There would always be next year right?

NO.

I'm sorry... I got pregnant again. Don't get me wrong. I am living out my dream. I have the family and children I have always dreamed of, but I still have you in the back of my mind especially this time of year. I had every intention of making time for you this year, but my children have been keeping me very busy and I just don't know if I am ready to go out with you right now. I need to get myself back into shape and try to get my body back so I can make the most out of our time together. I promise I will do my best. I will have you dusted off and waxed next year, and we will have the ride of our life! I will always love you...

my purple Burton snowboard. ♥